Wow! Epic! This happens to be my first blog.

I'm a stay at home mom. Fuck do I hate that ppl JUDGE me for that now. Like I'm some piece of garbage waiting to be thrown out. I work harder now than I ever did working a fulltime job. What I would give for 10 hours straight sleep.

but anyway... oh and I'm tipsy. Yes, a new'ish mom and I can't hold my booze to save my life now. I used to be able to drink men under the table. Now after having my baby, the smell of a beer puts me under. IT's insanity.

Why do my friends now believe they are so much better than I am?????  Or that I'm on a whole different level. All I did was push a 10lbs baby our of my whoo hoo!! I'm still me!! I'm still the one they used to party with all the time. Just now I'm drunk off the wiff of booze. LOL   I'm me... just same girl but with gross stretch marks now on my tummy. But I would not give those back for anything because they gave my son to me.

I'm not nearly finished but need to hit the sack because it is 10pm and baby is up at 6am.... so I've got to get my zzz's too.


does anyone actually read this stuff or am I just basically writing a diary with a fancy name...blog...lol